I have come to realize that no one wants to travel with a fattie (me). I'm slow, I can't do everything they do, I'm just plane no good. And it's really sad. But I don't want to go hiking up a mountain and not talk and just walk up that huge hill, I want to go shopping and hang out and laugh and talk! I want to site see, not climb a frick'n mountain.
No one wants to travel with a fattie, but I don't care! I have made it this far traveling by myself, why should I need to travel with someone?
If you really knew me, you would know that I'm so heartbroken that I don't have one close friend here. Not one that I can really hang out with and tell them everything, the one that I thought I had, doesn't deserve my friendship. I hope one day she reads this, and knows exactly what I'm talking about.
Anyways, for spring break I have decided that I will just relax, and if something spontaneous comes up I will leap at that chance! We will see what happens!!
God is my way, and whatever way he leads me, I will take, even if it means I will shed a million tears before I reach it!