Big Beings Have It More Difficult

I think that just because we are bigger than others people give us less of a chance. I hate that so much. And at the same time, I am guilty of it too.

I feel like you have to prove yourself in order to be noticed or even given a chance. And by chance I mean for anything in general. You have to put more effort, you have to make sure that you do things right, make sure you're not on their bad side.

Seriously? Just because someone is skinny does it automatically put them in a higher standard that someone who's slightly bigger or bigger in general???

Society is horrible. It's a contradiction, we hate labels but we label ourselves.

I think that because you are bigger you have to try harder at life, and do more in life to succeed. It's how things are, and yes we have to get used to it and try our best, but it gets tiring (at least to me).

No One Wants to Travel With a Fattie

I have come to realize that no one wants to travel with a fattie (me). I'm slow, I can't do everything they do, I'm just plane no good. And it's really sad. But I don't want to go hiking up a mountain and not talk and just walk up that huge hill, I want to go shopping and hang out and laugh and talk! I want to site see, not climb a frick'n mountain.

No one wants to travel with a fattie, but I don't care! I have made it this far traveling by myself, why should I need to travel with someone?

If you really knew me, you would know that I'm so heartbroken that I don't have one close friend here. Not one that I can really hang out with and tell them everything, the one that I thought I had, doesn't deserve my friendship. I hope one day she reads this, and knows exactly what I'm talking about.

Anyways, for spring break I have decided that I will just relax, and if something spontaneous comes up I will leap at that chance! We will see what happens!!

God is my way, and whatever way he leads me, I will take, even if it means I will shed a million tears before I reach it!

Inspired to Aspire

So, I have been obsessed with blogs lately, as I have tweeted! I am so into the different looks that these wonderful women have to share! I am not that creative and bold as they are, but I think that I have something to offer.

Now my style isn't really anything, and I think the clothes wears me more than I wear the clothes. Of course I want to change that, and what better way to do that than blog about what I'm wearing and such! So, I hope to aspire other gals like I have been towards other blogs (lol I almost lost myself saying that).

This summer I will be back at home, and hoping to get an internship, that calls for dressing up somewhat most of the time. I have already offered the bf the position to be my photographer because he wants the experience and thinks it would be great for his job in the future! So it all works out, I just need clothes! lol

I hope that I can aspire others! I like what I like, and it's not really a certain style, I guess there isn't a label to my clothing, it's just whatever.

When it happens, I hope you all enjoy!

New Zealand Fashion for the Plus Size

Ok, so I've been here for over a month, and I still can't find any stores that are catered towards plus size women that are AFFORDABLE! I found it so difficult to find clothes that would fit me in K-mart, or was it the fact that the sizes were all different and I didn't know what size I was looking for?

I wish there were websites to just tell me where I can go shop for clothes for my big booty-licious body, LOL! But seriously, I'm getting a little tired of hunting for places, I just want to be able to shop for clothes I like, instead of having to find stores to shop....

I have been inspired to take more pictures and blog more about outfits and so on! It'll be good practice for my style/fashion (not that I really have a specific fashion/style) I just wear whatever I like! Some how it works!

Youtube Videos

I've been doing a few videos here and there about plus size and all, and a lot of people watch them. I have decided that I will do more because I find that those are one of the most viewed, so that would be helpful right? I want to help others, so I will do more videos geared towards that subject. I'm really excited!

I have just recently posted up a video about plus size websites that I love and are for socializing, community support, and entertainment, check it out at the link below!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHABpLnWViQ

Modeling Obsession Again

OMG OMG OMG. I keep finding these great opportunities for modeling. Can I enter, absolutely!! And so can you, if you're reading this. It's amazing what a great opportunity this is, and since I don't see many Asian plus size models, this would be GREAT!!!!

If I make it, I would be so excited and happy! It would help me money wise and career wise and all that great stuff. Of course I will have to practice my walk again, lol. Do I even have a walk???? (no) but doesn't mean I can't make one, start walking like a model.

I just hope it works with my busy life. I will have to make sure that it all works with school and all, I'm not really sure why I'm even all worked up about this because I doubt I will be chosen, some hottie will be chosen, not me (there I go again, doubting myself). I'm sure someone who is really talented and really working hard on it will get it because I just started looking into this, and others may have been trying for years.. I don't want to take that from them. Who knows what will happen, I may or may not apply.

Thanksgiving

Now is the time for everyone to be around their loved ones and eat and eat and eat and eat! So, some ways to be safe about this matter is, make sure you're not over stuffing yourself. Eat enough so that you're not hungry, but don't eat to eat. Make sure you get what you want on your plate and not just grab everything just to have it. Slow down!!! Don't eat like crazy and keep getting up for more, don't be the first to get seconds if you do go for seconds. When you eat slow, you feel full with less food because your body realizes that you're eating and before you go up for more food, you already feel full. Make sure to not drink too much soda, juice, alcohol. Water helps everything go down easier and digest easier. Instead of socializing around food, socialize around activities. Instead of staying in the kitchen and hanging out with family and friends around the dinner table with food next to you, go to the living room and play some board games, put the food away so that you don't have that excuse of running to the kitchen for some quick snacks.

I think this post will help me more than anyone else! :D